which one.

I thought this week kind of finished a little too fast. Suddenly it's the weekend and here I am lying on bed, typing on the laptop trying to blog a decent post, just to pass the time.

It's so weird how sometimes you just got indulge in something and forgot about everything else that's happenning ehh. So anyhow, I'll just do what I do best (besides being a fastfoodie) and start rambling. Here's yet another one of those posts where I'll write randomly whatever comes to mind and you just make what of it.

School have been alright. Nothing funny or crazy happening, so yes, it's very er, normal. I'm struggling with KDS. My keyboarding skill is getting from bad to worse. We are expected to type the right way. That means, which fingers goes where and all. I really don't see the rationality in it, really. But yes, I have to confess, despite these numerous blog entries, my typing is not really good. As in not really fast, not really accurate.

Yes, my typing skills is like me - Slow and steady. (Right.)

And I've been good, trying to get the attendance stay steady. Sometimes, I just fight with the temptation of skipping some boring classes, just for the sake of it, and sit in a corner somewhere in Bishan, with a good book, and a can of coke. But you know, I've been good.

Is it just me, or are some people giving me that look, when they ask "where are you schooling?" And I go, "ITE Bishan". And they'd go, "Oh." and shut up. It's irritating that they make it out to be some kind of hell or something, and they would be thinking "I shouldn't have asked her that. Now, she'd just make that unflattering confession." One even goes as far as almost offending me when she said "Oh, I thought you're poly student." with this bloody tone, when I was obviously wearing my uniform.

Now, if you think that I was just being paranoid, you think wrong. I swear that stranger-trying-to-be-friendly was like that. I guess she thought I should be having some coloured hair, cigarettes in the middle of my fingers and many studs sticking out everywhere. There are some people who's that shallow, you know.

But anyhow, I guess Ms Stranger was just short-sighted, downright blind. So I'll forgive her for that.

Speaking of which, I realised that it's month of February already, and I would be getting the results soon. I'm a little nervous about it, like any human beings would. And I'm starting to doubt what I'm going to be doing aftermath of it. I was pertinacious then, but I'm not quite sure now. It seems like I'm getting comfortable with the ITE life, and I'm happy with it. But at the same time, I wouldn't want to "waste" one year of schooling life, if I have another option, that is, going straight to poly.

I've been consulting a few friends and family, but we'll see the results first. MI is not an option since I won't want to go through the whole science crap.Maybe if I'm eligible, I might consider moving on to the supposedly greener pasture. To be honest, I've been secretly hoping I have a reason to stay on and finish my two years for the cert. But who knows what the future brings ehh. I'm praying hard for the best, anyway.

"We've all been decked certain cards a point in our life, and we just have to deal with it."