I know I said I won't be blogging till I compile all the photos for update, but I really need to blog. This is just random. It just dawned on me that I've not been contacting my once close friends for quite awhile. I mean too long. I'm never good at keeping in touch, and that's why.

And to think these people are those that I've swear to myself that I'll never ever lose. Those friends that I know right from the start will stick around for long. So I tell them stuff that I never would tell anyone else. They are more like sisters to me than just a friend.

I thank you for always being there during my crap years.

And I'm sorry that I'm never there for you when you're in trouble. Or in a confused state. Or whatever you are going through right now.

I'm a crap bestfriend.

Not being in the same school, and being busy and meeting almost twice a month is not a good reason for not being there for you when you needed a friend. I'm feeling guilty. I mean real guilt.

I really hope you're alright.

I'm never good with words, but you know I'm just a phone call away.

Today I was feeling PMS-sy. I was extra quiet, morose and just lost in my own little reverie. All I was waiting for was going home,really. Hopefully, tomorrow's going to be better eh.

So classes was as usual lousy and noisy. Since me and Mel came late, we were not seating at our usual place, which I guess is why I was sleepy all along - Mrs Loh's mike wasn't anywhere near me. After school, had lunch at McD's since awhile (by that I mean five days) and yes, it was a guilty pleasure.

I'll try be a good girl and abstain myself from those stuff for a week. maybe, maybe not

Oh, and I went to my second guitar lesson, and I'm getting the hang of it. :) I'm convince that this guitar thing is going to be super super fun to have when I'm bored that I'm thinking of buying myself one soon. YAY.

Cheers?

ps; I'm leaving this blog stagnant for awhile until I'm ready to update my "Back to Kampung" post after I compile all the pics. :)

don't miss me too much ehh.

Just now school was alright. Minus the fact that I accidently on purposely came to school late. Because I was happy jolly prolly taking my own sweet time to get ready.Because I tried hard to straighten my hair which is really impossible. Because I was famished and decided that a hashbrown would be nice. Because I was waiting for Zimot the Petom who reach Bishan after a hashbrown and a call later.( Well, when I'm late, there's always that Zimot to count on to walk in class together ehh.)

So after school, I bought lunch for us. Well, what can I say. No one who can cook at home = takeaways = fastfood :) Now, I just realise that I've been eating too much of fastfood since forever and yes, it's not good. :) I should be the fastfood spokesperson or something ehh.

I'm like the walking fastfood/junkfood or whatever you call people who eat, breathe, shit and live for fastfood. Them friends can vouch for that. :)

So anyway, speaking of which, I realised that my hair curls like twister fries because it's super short. (see how fast I change the subject! haha.) I think it's because it's much much much higher from the ground, thus there's not much effect from those gravity = it curls up like I'm wearing a hair roller or something.

If that doesn't make sense at all, what I'm trying to say is... hair short = curls

My problem is that I'm wearing the uniform with pants and the track shoes which means I can pass off as a guy with a bad hair day from far. HOW EXCITING

And I shall stop this random post.

Cheers?

Gosh, mom just murdered my hair, it's so bloody short.

Help?

There's so much to say, and so little time. So I'll just get going with this, tho it might be a little too late for Hari Raya updates, here's why last Saturday ROCK. minus the countless slipping in the rain :)

In other news, we went to NUH yesterday to visit cousin Syafiq who had an accident. We went to Giant first to look for some chocolates for him.(We insist that fruits are too boring ) So yes, it took us awhile because I got a little high infront of those Cadbury's.

Oh, and this chocolate reminds me of something else. And no, it have nothing to do with chocolates. :)

Anyhow, he looks pretty happy for someone who just got operated. And Yana couldn't resist snapping a picture of the heavily bandaged leg. haha. :)

Oh, and I just feel like putting this long lost pic up. :)

Cheers. :)

Yana's friends coming over in like five more minutes, they are already on the way, and I'm only in my Singapore t-shirt all ready to rot in front of the tv. sheesh. I guess I should get going now, am all prepared for the "uhh-ahh!!" and "ooo-aaa!" from amazed people bemused by the existence of two people with apparently the same everything.

For the record, if it helps at all, I'm the short one. :)

Well, she did it for me, today is payback time. I'll go do the dirty deeds.Serve the visitors with a smile smacked on my face, and do the dishes. Hopefully, without making it obvious, the embarrassment that comes with all the attention.

Cheers?

School was alright today. EVM ended before I knew it. KDS was as usual fun, with all the mindless typing on the keyboard, and me constantly looking around to see if it's just me typing mindlessly like it's the toughest job in the world.And if everyone else is cursing non-stop. Yes, and yes.

Great, we are all normal people ehh :)

After that, there is a listening compre for BizCom and I had a kental moment. I confidently went to get the question paper which turns out to be the wrong one. And I confidently told Zuli where I got the wrong question paper.

So yes.Mrs Loh played the tape, and we were staring at the paper, trying to make sense out of everything. Let's just say Mel, Zuli and me were spending half the time acting like we are listening to the irritating accents of the speakers. sheesh-ness. :)

Oh, and I finally watch Step Up just now after school. The movie was not bad for a low rated movie. In fact, I'm thinking of watching it again.

And I just realised that I've not been meeting the long-time bestfriend since awhile. I know I'm crap at keeping in touch, but yes, we'll go out soonest ks. :)

And I can't wait for the movie date with Farah Hor soonest. Tho, of course, that blonde Bond man is not as hot as Channing Tatum ehh. ahak ahak. :)

Cheers.

YAY. I'm in happy happy mood because the paper's OVER. :) And of course, I'm finally going back to school on Monday after going MIA ehh. I bet Mrs Loh miss me too much since Mel said she had been asking about me.( I miss you too,dear.HAH.) But yes, I can't wait to get to get back to school, tho I think I'll feel so super lost sitting in class. I heard there's a tps project and BizCom roleplay (again!) and still that events management project.

If desperatetimecallsfordesperatemeasures, I can always sacrifice offer myself to do all the presentation. And basically talk talk talk. Of course, if you haven't known me at all, I suck at it. :) But one day, two day, three day, I will have to do those public speaking crap, right? so whathehell.

I can't wait for tomorrow's raye-ing. :)

And this is yet another redundant post.

Now, first of all, good news, the computer's back! Thanks to Yana's enthusiasm. :) Now, this post is going to be long since I pretty much haven't be writing decent posts worth the space. Of course, unless you count one post all about eating pills is worth the space. :)

Oh, this might be a little too late, but I'll just upload the Hari Raya pics. I know I said this year's Hari Raya is not erm, excitingly excitable, but I had fun with the posings with the songket-ers. :)

This is one of those retardedly funny family photo. I thought Bro was looking so gay, so I tried hard not to laugh, which explains the pursed lips.Oh, and mom was obviouly not ready.She was going "EHH!!!" huak huak. :)

Joyah,Tipah,Jenab,Timah and Petom posing for the camera. hehe. :)

Now, I'm done with Hari raya pics. I have something else to say but it would be very anti-cimax so I'll just write it another day :)

This week was sickly un-happily no laughing matter, because I was SICK-ly SICK-ening SICK-lish SICK-o. Tuesday was bad, I was feeling fever-ish, giddy-ish, unhappy-ish, sleepy-ish. Yes,you get the picture,aye.

I was a walking dead.

Now, MC-ing is not fun. All I did at home was rotting like shit. I had like three types of pills. And no, if you haven't known me well enough, swallowing pills is like a deadly stunt to me. I don't mean to be dramatic, but you should see me yesterday, in front of the sink being all gung-ho with two cups and one small pill.

Drama, I tell you.

But yes. The poor pill ended up swimming through happily. And that's the third pill - the first two made it through; only into the bin.