"D" level

Firstly, the BZC presentation goes exactly how I thought it'd be. There I was, speaking screaming as loud as I could, and there they were figuring out what I'm talking about, and there Loh was, not even paying attention. Wahsey. I was not kidding when I ask her to lend her mike next time. Anyhow, all I wanted to do was get it over and done with.

So there.

So as you might already know, tomorrow the 'O' level result is going to be out. A year ago, I would have been more dramatic, already planning to meet Farah before the result so we can distract each other from the stress, and having sleepless nights. But now? I'm just looking forward to the D&D. It's a really good distraction, I tell you. I was shopping for clothes after school from Bishan all the way to Tampines.

In fact, I'm not even worrying about it. It's not complacency. I guess the lesser the subject, the lesser the stress ehh. Or maybe, since this is the second time I'm going through the 'O' level result "excitement", it doesn't feel exciting anymore. You realise that all you are going to do is sit in one line, surrounded by nervous people (which really doesn't help at all.) and wait for the principal to stop yakking, and for your turn to sit with the teacher.

When you get the result slip, all those nervous-ness will just disappear. And yes, this is the part where I say "funny how our future depends on a piece of paper."

But fast forward to now, I don't have to go through all that incessant unnecessary heart-thomping stress. All I have to do is either open the mailbox, or key in some password. And I get to choose when I want to see the bloody result. Or not. :)

Whatever the outcome is tomorrow, I know I've tried done my best.

So you "O" level-ers, "O" level-ians, and "O" level-ed, don't worry be happy ks. Okay, no. Be worried, and be happy. You should be worried if you're not worried! like me!

CHEERS.