I know I said I won't be blogging till I compile all the photos for update, but I really need to blog. This is just random. It just dawned on me that I've not been contacting my once close friends for quite awhile. I mean too long. I'm never good at keeping in touch, and that's why.

And to think these people are those that I've swear to myself that I'll never ever lose. Those friends that I know right from the start will stick around for long. So I tell them stuff that I never would tell anyone else. They are more like sisters to me than just a friend.

I thank you for always being there during my crap years.

And I'm sorry that I'm never there for you when you're in trouble. Or in a confused state. Or whatever you are going through right now.

I'm a crap bestfriend.

Not being in the same school, and being busy and meeting almost twice a month is not a good reason for not being there for you when you needed a friend. I'm feeling guilty. I mean real guilt.

I really hope you're alright.

I'm never good with words, but you know I'm just a phone call away.