I've had enough.It's been years now,and I'm still having all that nonsense.I'm trying hard to move on here.But sometimes,you make it so damn hard for me.You're already not with us,and I quite love things just the way it is.Sometimes I just hope you'd stay away from us, forever.

Because it's so difficult for me to look at you and not hate you.

Once I hate you,there'll never be forgiveness.

But you trudge into our lives after disappering for awhile,and then mess it up a little bit.But of course, you are never satisfied,since you keep doing it all over again.Make our lives into one soap opera.

I've had enough.

So please.Buzz off,mister.

I don't need you anymore.I have them.The amazing mother,the protective brother and the very strong sister - to help me to move on,and stop breaking down at the slightest thing.(I'm sorry,you guys,for being weak.I'm trying.)

I mean it when I say buzz off.There's really no more left.You've just taken away that very little respect I had for you.

Nobody mess with my mom or my family.

So shoo.

ps; Sorry if this entry is a bit perplexing for those of you who are not in the know.Just don't ask me anything about this.I just needed to get it out of my system. :)