bleah-dom.

So he came over just now,with packed lunch of KFC for both of us.I was quite disappointed that we were not going out to meet him for lunch,tho.That's because Bro couldn't make it.That means,we were not going ,too.Because there is no possibility of us both sitting with him alone,and hold a decent conversation.That would be like a Q&A session,with us giving one word answers.So pathetic.

He bought us the lunch - Zinger meal.Take our food, answer those questions that I already know by heart 'How's school?Anything,just call me." - that,we never did.And then,we said our goodbyes.I only manage to mutter a thank you,and give a fake happy-to-see-you smile.

I guess,it's just a routine.I know we are kind of being ungrateful brats.With him running around buying us lunch when we cancel off lunch dates with him.And didn't bother to call him even once.

Well,I guess something in me just want to make him feel what we always felt - ostracized,and abandoned.

"...i hope you're one happy man now.if not,i'm going to be more upset at you than i already am...at least having one out of the five of us being happy is much better than nothing..."

Yana,I know,you know,we know what you're talking about.Keep on wearing that bravado facade,sis.Nothing is going to bring us down.WE ROCK LAHH!! :)

like what ustad farurazi would say "that's the way ahak ahak!!"

cheery cheerios.

ps; some people should just be thankful that they get to see their old man everyday.