it's ok,it's alright!!
it was 2 am, and i was still wide awake,staring into the dark ceiling.the shrill silence was deafening,and it just aggravates me more.those unwanted fermenting thoughts just keep making it worse.
i'm not going to talk too much about it,just that,yesterday was the longest night - i cried myself too sleep.
no more tears too spare.
my crying room is already flooded with it.
now,all i can't do is just pray so He could show me the way.
but for now,let's just not get into the depressing,sad mode.
-______________- *wide wide big fake smile*
i still need to blog about the already-basi friday date,but i can't - still waiting for pics from farah hor.gahh. (and partly because i really don't have the mood to load the many many pics. maybe today,or another day ehh.=)
oh yess.you know why i'm not out at jamiyah on this lovely sunday morning?
we skip class!!!whoo. we should do this more often sehh.ahak ahak.=) going to some picnic later,but not swimming.just hope it's going to be fun ahh,worthy of my weekend getaway.(chey)alright,i'm done.will update soonest, lovely people!!! -_______-
big belated belated belated happy burpdae shoutout to liana anak atan!!!! =)
IYL STOP RANTING @ 8:30 AM
