cheer up,the worst is yet to come.
The life's a bitch,right now.Just when I thought that everything's going to get better, this Miss Shikin from God-knows-which-ite comes along and tells me
,"there's no vacancy lah.But there's this another course..electronics engineering...or I'll put you in the waiting list..."Oh,thank you very much.Now I have to start worrying again.And maybe curse some people,too.
Waiting list means waiting a little longer.Maybe one month.Maybe two,or three.Or a year?But yes,the point is WAIT.And that means that I can jolly well sit at home,trying to do something.And still put on that facade,pretending everything is hunky-dory.
(now,can you see me beaming,and grinning like a kid seeing tons of ice-cream tubes in front of her?)
No,of course not.I'm doing anything,BUT smiling.
This just sucks,you know.Back to square
fucking one.
I'm taking it too hard,not?Of course,I know,I should be more optimistic.
They say,always look on the bright side of life....*let's sing it* So here,to make myself happy,I've written myself a list of why NO SCHOOL is
GOOD:
- I can wake up late.And I mean.LATE.
- Watch the amount of tv I missed out during 'O' level.
- Can use the computer almost the whole day.
- Go out anytime,anywhere I want.
- I'm always free to go out if anyone asked me out.
- Can help Cik Sam at home.
- Study for my retaking 'O's.
- Haidar to play with,if I'm bored.
- Get allowance if I go out.(!!)
- Don't have to wear green,and yellowish gold uniform.
Yes,it's very "healthy" to make yourself feel good,right?But then,I was thinking why oh why,NO SCHOOL is NOT GOOD
- No stress,boring life.
- Life mission now,is to break a sudoku record(!!)
- I'm becoming like a erm,
housewife. housekeeper. - no school = no P.E = I'm putting weight.
- No one to go out with,since everyone is at school.
- Boredom strikes and I read the dictionary(!!!)
- I don't get allowance everyday. =[
Okay.As you can see,no school is better.(yes,I'm making myself happy,shut up.)
I think I'll stop with this school crap.It's making me crazy,anyway.
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Alright.Right now,as I'm typing this entry,I'm sneezing too much and coughing irritatingly.I've been calling out people's name.And I don't even know them.Help?One minute I go, "Hassshhhiimm!" I.Swear.I.Don't.Know.Any.Hashim. Then suddenly after that,I go, "Ahhhh Chiimm!" Yes,I don't know him too,three,four. Then,I coughed,which is erm,nothing unusual.Just "errhek,errhek!".
And I think I'll stop talking about coughing,or sneezing,or flu.Or anything to do with sickness ehh.
Gahh,I know,I'm bored.
I'm bored sick.Sickly bored. I'm bored,of being bored.I'm sick and tired,of being sick and tired.I'm worried that I worry too much.And trying to kill time,is killing me!!
But what to do...LIFE GOES ON,BAYBEH!!-___-
You know,there's a saying.... where there's a will,there's 500 relatives a way.
And I'll stop being melodramatic.
I read somewhere in newspaper today...
Cheer up,the worst is yet to come.
So true,so true.So everybody,
Cheers.=)
(get this: I'm being locked out of my own bedroom,because sweet Haidar is using it to draw a b'dae card for us.And I'm suppose to NOT know anything.Hee.)
IYL STOP RANTING @ 1:01 PM
