the bloody twin speaks.

i'm really tired of waiting.it's very frustrating.like,everyone's already got a school (which by the way,you better be thankful if you got one!!) and here i am,waiting waiting waiting.sheesh.

but of course,being nice me,i will spare you all the baloney and whining.at least i'm doing something very useful - like doing my maths tys all over again.-__- yess,in case you haven't know,or i didn't tell you,i'm retaking the paper next year,again.not that i fail or anything (got a 4.) but i just want to make myself happy,and satisfied,you see. (though of course,some of you might think that it doesn't make sense retaking the paper and go through the whole process will make me happy)

but yeah.i'll be really happy.-_____-

anyway,besides looking foward to having a bloody school,i can't wait for the new hp!!whoo.=)

but i'm still discussing about which to buy etc with yana.i want 'that',she'd rather 'this',but she want 'that' also.then she see 'another one',i also one that 'another one'.but i also want 'that'.gahh.that's the problem with being twins.i want what she wants.she wants what i want.but sometimes,we don't want what the other want,and we buy what we want.but if she got one,then i have to buy one.and if i got one,she'll buy one.just so we have what the other one have,so we won't "regret" it later.and if we want the same thing,sometimes we'll end up wanting the one with the same colour.that will make us having almost everything identical.it's just not planned.it's just the way it is.(and i won't just not buy something i like just because she's buying the exact same thing).

yess,such complicated complication of being a twin of a pair of twins.

but of course,we are very different individuals.i mean bloody different.you can actually compare us in any way,but would appreciate it if you don't. you see,the last time i was compared to yana, some blessed soul commented -
" how come she gets to go jc, and you don't?"

i say,should i make an appeal to the M.O.E for that?

bloody idiot.


and what was i talking about,again?

gahh.






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