i'm a desperado.hee.

i woke up early in the morning,and the smell of morning fresh air was evocative of my school days.and thanks to that,i couldn't sleep back.so,that means,while all you lucky people were all fresh and ready for school,in the bus or whatever,i was having a difficult time trying to get back to sleep.haiyoh.

God,i miss school.again.gahh.

speaking of school,i know i sound stress out yesterday.but yeah,i'm okay already.for now.hee.(see i'm smiling wide wide..) -____- i shall not be stress out about anything whatsoever got to do with school stuff.cos,i just figured out what to do with my life yesterday,after i posted that depressing entry.

i did what a desperate person in her right mind will do...i called the school.=)

and they said the latest they will give the answer is next week.but i'm not getting my hopes up high.thennn,i called ngee ann poly(which i forgot that i actually asked for an appeal there!).they said that the result would be out only in mid-april.so i pretty much have a chance.just a slim one.but who cares,a chance is a chance.=)

IF the poly thing doesn't work out,then i have a plan B.(chey,like real ehh.heh.) -_- maybe i'm going to take higher nitec at some ite,and at the same time,be a pte candidate,which means that i have to work my butts and brain off,anyway.and i have no complains whatsoever.heeeeee.

yess,i'm a desperado.ahak ahak.=)

okay,i think i'm done stressing out over the holy poly.i have one more little problem now.(yess,that's me,Miss Problem Never Enough) =) i have this unhealthy obsession.to chocolates.i just crave chocolates like too occasionally.there's loads of them in my kitchen,which my aunt hid from the kiddos.

and basically,it slowly disappears thanks to me.hee.=)

i'm a pathological chocolate-er.(chocolatian?chococuckoo?)

thanks to rotting at home.d[o__0]b

cheers.