happy happy one.

these past few days have been really hard.very hectic,frustating.and torturing for me.it really made me realise how important my family,and dear close friends are to me.it taught me not to take things for granted,and just be strong,and work really hard.

i've learn that life is full of sacrifice.and to sacrifice,you need perseverance.and that needs confidence and guidance.and with confidence,i think i'll be able to achieve my goal.

okay,don't you get all weird with me.i'm feeling um,inspired,and more optimistic about things.so yeah.that's good,right?

cheers.=)

now i'll change topic.no more about feeling like a failure or anything.like i said i'll try to write about happy happy things.and what more better things to write about,than the joyous occasion coming soon!! =) dearest-est haidar's turning 5 in 4 days.whee!!!

but yeah.i haven't buy anything for him.(oops.) really have no idea what to buy for him.not another one of those toy cars me and sis bought him last year.the noisy toy car is somewhere MIA among those loads of toys chucked in his room.

i actually hate it. it was irritating with all the noise it made.the only best thing about it is the fact that it is like automatic.if it hit something,it'll like move back.you know,kind of like a reaction.and the doors and its top open and close automaticallyyay? it was kind of entrancing to me,believe it or not.hahhhaha.see how measely little toy cars could get me all excited!!!heh.=)

ok.erm,i'm not going to write about toy cars the whole of this entry.so let's stop it.

haidar's busy organising and packing the goodies he's giving his friends.aww.he's so very the excited lahh!!!hehe.there's some snacks in it.like super ring,apollo and chocolates.yummyyy!!! =p

i accidentally on purpose took one of the super ring.but don't tell anyone,hor.shhh...

i think i'm done.

bb.