blabberbouts.

i've been being hyper-sensitive lately.don't know why.since i've just finished being attack by japan.agh.so basically,since don't know when,i really really get hurt and kind of have a mental disorder if anyone says i'm stupid.which i know they don't really mean it.but agh.you know, it just gets to you.they'll go "bodoh ah!" or "jangan jadi bodoh!" or "biarkan dia tak pandai!".urgh.it's just the way they talk you know.and like i said they really don't mean it.it's just the way it is.all i did was just shut up and feign ignorance.not react violently or anything,despite my unusual state of mind this few days.

but no worry,i think it's just that 'o' level result pressure nearing.agh.god help me.like any other normal human being waiting for that nerve-racking moment...i'm actually quite nervous and all.and that suck.like the same feeling last time when i was late for school,and had to face mr hafiz's interrogation.you know,when he make you stand at attention and speak out loud.isshh....scary beb!!

enough about all the pressure2 thing.it really doesn't help talking about it.

yest was just lots of slacking at home.and us being potato couchs.coaches.or whatever.the tv was literally burning.and we had to switch to the bedroom tv after watching since morning till noon.isshh...

on monday we went to that awal muharram thing at expo.and yah.it was fuunn..like thousands of people.and we have solat jemaah.lucky for me japan surrendered on time.yay.=) and it ended later than expected.but yeah.thank God i was there.no regrets.for the prayers.the intense chant of prayers.tho,i'm no fan of nasyid musics and all,have to say..hijjaz was really great.i was enjoying myself till the ennddd...whee.

these last few days at home have been hectic,with the makciks asking us to help with the chores and all.which means i couldn't read my 6th book SNOBS in peace.agh.and i barely have time to use the com either.urrhh.

and i'm done for now.

shoo.