bad habit is bad.

i'm broke.

well,at least i'd like to think that.because i really feel guilty spending my own money,subconsciously.i can just go out one day with 40 bucks and went home with few cents.it's just a habit.a bad one,that is.i just love spending money(also known as splurging).it gives me this sense of satisfaction,i guess.since i go out like once in awhile.sometimes maybe just three times a months.(pathetic,i know)

the problem is,i just realise i spend way too much money only after i spend all of them.
that is bad.very bad.

and i can't stop this habit.

the bigger problem is that i spend my money on everything that i really don't need at all.
like a zinger meal,when i'm full.
a large coke,when i'm not going to share it with anybody.
nachos meal for movies,eventhough sometimes i get sick of the cheese.
and fries and ice-cream for me to indulge in on my way home.

that doesn't include countless neoprints i took everytime i went out with friends.

yeah,i have a confession.

i'm a super bloodysplurge-r.(erm,someone who splurge)

but i can't help it.whenever i got out,it's to watch a movie.and movies to me,are incomplete without some nachos.and i would be out long,so i need some lunch.big lunch.

but i need to save up some loads of money for some other more important stuffs.like a few tops and jeans for school.and maybe a digi cam that me and sis have been eyeing since awhile.and maybe a laptop,which i would probably need later.

sheesh.why doesn't everything comes for free?

so please don't ask me out for a movie.unless you want to treat me for lunch and everything else.i'll be nice and pay for my own ticket.

cos you know, i'm broke.=(