since my whole life ago.

I'm not looking forward for tomorrow, because I have nothing to look forward to.


This year could possibly be the worst birthday since my whole life ago.


Cheers?

wake up lah.

I woke up this morning (that's 15 minutes ago.) to people chattering away, people all bathed and cleaned up already, and Yana dumping me for the toilet. I was debating whether to just carry on sleeping on the four legged abode, enjoying the lazy Sunday morning, snuggling on bed, or just wake up.

But of course, it wasn't a hard decision to make.

"Yannnnniiii, bangun mandiiiiii!" (Yannniiii, wake uppp!) Gee. So much for lazy Sunday morning. (:

I'm still recovering from the aftermath of yesterday's foiled plan. You see, I was planning to watch Mr Spidey at the cinema on Tuesday, because I didn't want to spend my birthday rotting at home. But I guess that's not going to happen. ): Hopefully, the Swensen's treat (apparently, courtesy of the aunt.) would make up for it. (:

Cheers.

updating the updated.

To fulfil my fellow readers' requests to update (okay, just one reader.), I shall do just that.

Firstly, like I said before, thanks to the mundane routine of the school life, there's pretty much nothing exciting's been going on, much more to write about. I've been rather busy with school that it simply slipped my mind that the birthday's in days. :) Like any other years, I'm not that excited, just looking forward to the day.

Birthdays are really only to remind myself that I'm getting older. That, and to see who's nice enough to give me presents when I don't give them one. Haha. Speaking of the birthday, I want to thank the W16J classmates for the rendition of advanced "Happy Birthday" song just now, though it sounds funny. Gee. I should have seen that coming, considering the facilitator Julie's crappy lame ideas. (She gave me a lolliop as a birthday present! Pfft.)

On a much lighter note, I've officially survived two weeks of school (Yusra: "14 more weeks to go!") It's been a rather hectic week, working with my teams. Monday's visual was mind-blogging, but Dehui made it all fun. Tuesday's Loga's lesson was spend rushing on making a plane to explain the physics matters, and Thumb got restless, and started laughing about pretty much everything. Wednesday was a breeze with them people being part-time chemist, and Bing Jie being so high. Thursday was dreadful with my team resorting to powerpoint, and others doing fun videos. And finally, today was alright. Minus the fact that everyone went home a little early, and Thumb dumped me for his friend, so I had to pratically begged Xu Fang to hang out with me for awhile after school. But still, that birthday song made my day, simply because it was funny. (:

It's been an eventful long week, and I didn't have much time to think about missing the ITE peeps, and being jealous about their equally exciting life. (despite some people's attempt to make me ehh. Haha.) Anyhow, going to meet them on Thursday, hopefully. So can't wait. (:

And oh, the UT test is coincidentally next Wednesday, so guess what I'm doing on my birthday? Pfft.

Cheers.

I'm currently in the class. It's breakout time and we are supposed to be discussing about the project today. However, everyone seems to prefer doing something else. Especially me. I know nuts about physics, and the brain now is flooded with physics stuff, which I more or less, don't understand, much more care.

I could possibly be graded another C.

Cheers?

BOO.hoo.

I'm currently in the school library, lazy to go home as usual. I didn't stayback in class as usual today because I think the guys' going to watch some porn or something, and there's no girls staying. It's still raining outside, so the more reason I don't have to go off to the home now.

I'm still recovering from the disastrous presentation I had just now. I think my team screwed thanks to the technical error. And oh, I got a 'C' for Loga's module. Everyone's hopping mad, because of the grades. I think know I have to buck up. And open eyes and ears big big, in class, even if the lesson's boring to the core. *participation!participation!*

Meanwhile, I just read Yana's blog and I'm now trying not to laugh like a mad woman alone, in the middle of the library. Whatever she said, is so true. :)

And this random post is going redundant, and this is the part where I say..

CHEERS. :))

bleah.

It seems a little too fast that the weekend is already ending. The school's starting tomorrow and I haven't had enough with the weekend. It's been rather mundane these days, but I shall not bore you with posts, whining and ranting about the flaw to my otherwise perfect life. (though not much of a fairytale.)

I'm currently having a not-so-interesting blogging mood, thanks to the life, so bear with it eh.

Cheers?

just random.

The blog seems stagnant with boring posts lately. I couldn't blog anything smartly interesting nowadays, being confined to everyday routine of school. But I guess that's what the life is right now - one boring routine. But of course, not all's bad. I've had fun, at the end of the day. :)

So I survived one week of school. :) It's been a hectic but great week. The class is getting loud, no more awkward silences, and polite smiles. Just mere normal loud fun.

I'm just having problem with having to change different groups everyday.

There's nothing much to write about for now, since I've been practically blogging long nothings of the school life in previous posts. In between shuttling between class and the Agora Hall during breaks accompanying Yusra about her suaylaptop, and having delicious lunches at W3, I have learn some useful lessons.

1) Prata don't mix well with Bandung.
2) Sweets do wonders.
3) The school crowd walking to and from school looks more like The Long March.
4) Going home after 6 is very peaceful.
5) Don't bring umbrella to school even if it rains.
6) Powerpoints is so yesteryear?

So CHEERS.

no movie.

I have so much to say, because today so rocks. Though, not as much as yesterday. The subject today was quite boring and lame. We had to make a product using recycled materials and promote it. Firstly, I was exiled from my yesterday's group, which pretty much is a bad start to the day. Secondly, my leader is too dependable that we pretty much did nothing, and he did everything. He just wanted to do eveything, and we just go with the flow. :)

That was pretty much why I was so looking forward to the movie screening in class.

But after one hour, lots of loading and impatient people, we decided the movie couldn't be loaded. So everyone started to go off one by one. It ended up with just me, Tam, Jane and Yusra in the class. Jane was doing her own stuff, so when the three of us got bored, we started to play three-way game at msn. :) And then, when we got bored, smart me suggested that since we couldn't watch any movie, we might as well search youtube for some entertainment. :)) But by then, Yusra decided to go home. Sheesh. So while waiting for the videos to upload, we spend the time asking Jane about her life living in the hostel (she's a student from China) It's really intersting the way she described it. Six housemates livign together under one roof, independent and all. Anyhow, I think we asked too many questions. HAHA. Anyhow, while Jane got caught up in her nice white laptop, Tam and I watched two "whose line is it anyway?" videos. We were halfway in the middle of the African Chant video when a guard burst in and announced that they were going to lock up already. Sheesh. Our initial plan was to go off at 730, but it was only 7.

But anyways, today was alright. Didn't have to walk to the interchange with the throng of human chain, at rush hour. :)) Can't wait for tomorrwow. :)

CHEERS. :)

normal people post.

I realise I was writing the typical "what I did today, when, with who, where" post yesterday found in blogs, chronicaling the everyday life of normal boring people. But whatthehell, I'm going to write exactly that again. Unfortunately, my life now, revolves around school. And whenever I got back from school, all I want to do is blog whatever comes to mind. So there goes that post ( and this one too.)

Today's group for my Science module is as much kecohrable as yesterday's. What can you expect when you put three guys in a group, really. To start off, three of us doesn't take Bio, Bing Jie had a 7 and I fared much better with a 9. (you can imagine me announcing that proudly to the whole team.) :) So yes, there's me, Xu Fang, Ivan, Bing Jie and Tam. All we did was to copy, paste and edit, which pretty much explains our early finish. :) I pretty much screwed today because I haven't attempted the quiz. Gee.

Anyhow, on a much lighter note, I finally met Fizie at school. He was waving frantically, while I was walking and text-ing at the same time, on the long stretch of the hallway. HAHA. Oh, and maybe, we're having a mini-movie screening in class after school tomorrow, so that should be exciting.

Oh, and meeting Melly and Kino and Jess, and the other girls after school just now was great. Pity them other kecohrable people weren't there. But never mind, I'll go let them miss me a little more. HAHA. (Right.) So Mel and Kin did well in updating me on the ISO life. So much have been happening only after three days. Zimot the Petom passed her TP and got her license. (Congrats!) Fina got into next stage of Anugerah. (Congrats too!) Them people started going to SW again and attempting to have a healthy lifestyle. (Congrats three!) Oh, and them ISO are going to be busy people this year with MOS alumni and NDP. So yes, through the whole train journey, Mel and Kin pretty much updated me on everything, and it's all very exciting news. I think they are secretly hoping I'll get jealous, and would want to run back to Bishan. HAHA. Yes, you guy succeed. I'm so bloody jealous now. :)

CHEERS?

whose bigger?

It's just the second day of school , officially, and it seems to be rather hectic. Life at RP isn't as bad as I thought it would be. By now, I'm able to visualise the routine of my next three years. Presentations everyday, long breaks, and burning the laptop. It's more exciting than it sounds, really.


Today I was teamed up with the kecohrable people. Tam, Ili, Qawi and Shumei. And no, this team is not prone to last minute work. Gee. They are super fast workers, they got me a little confused. Haha. Oh, and we got Pocky, Koko Krunch, Mentos and Nachos going around the table. It's like a mini-picnic, I tell you. :)) But anyhow, today's lesson so rock, thanks to them.

I can't wait for tomorrow. School have been a great fun. That's probably because of the long break and much freedom and msn-ing. Oh, and lots of sweets (thanks to those who came back from smoking over-the-overhead-bridge).

All that said, here's pretty much sums up what we learn today:

"Men have bigger ball than women"

CHEERS.

Bandung and Fish fillet.

I'm in class, it's the break. And them ISO-ers are in the canteen and chatting non-stop.

Gee. I'm missing my Bandung and fish fillet.

not funny. just sweet.

Thanks hor. :))

FUNdamentally HAPPY.

I think the previous post probably didn't do justice to the orientation. It really wasn't as bad as I made it out to be. Everything was great, except the part where "the question" was asked. For those who are not in the know, while I was at the orientation, having fun, a fellow stranger decided to be friendly with me, which really is a good thing (though, i'm more of an introvert.) At first it was decent normal conversations, and then it started to get boring. No, I was really paying attention, giving polite smiles and all, but then she (stranger) started asking "what course are you in?" (still normal) And then goes the string of boring questions which I pretty much didn't want to discuss, since we are in an orientation which is supposed to be fun. and not boring like her

The question goes "which laptop you bought?" "what colour is it?" "which model?" "Which course are you in?" "Why you choose that course?" And here's the all time classic one: "What are the career aspects of your course?" Gee.

Anyhow, I realised she (stranger with boring questions) couldn't stop talking a good 15 minutes later. As you all know, me, being a nice person and all *coughs*, I didn't have the heart to ask her to shut up. So as she turned to talk to another girl, I went run for my life. You can't blame me. I just didn't want to spend the next few hours of the supposed-to-be-fun orientation answering questions like "what you want to be went you grow up?" Pfft.

So yes, the whole point of that three paragraphs is that the orientation was fun, minus her. (stranger with boring questions and couldn't stop talking.) :))

On a much lighter note, I think I'm getting to like the idea of studying in RP. (Especially the many breaks) And all we do everyday is presenting projects. Now, as you would all have known by now, I'm never the best or near hear-able when it comes to presenting. But now, I'm getting the hang of it. It's just that brand new air of confidence, what's with new school and all. (chey!) :))

And oh, Monday's going to be first days for them people. So yes, congrats for surviving the rotting days. :) For the ISO-ians, ISO-ers, and ISO-diots, HAPPY 2nd YEAR korangs! (kirim salam Ah Loh and Ah Liao ehh!) :)) And to those new Bishan-ians who's going to have their first first days, good luck and enjoy yourself and your fun orientation. :) huak huak, I'm in a happy happy mood now.

CHEERS. :))

no pictures.

So the orientation was not as bad as I thought it'd be. It wasn't great either. Sure, I had fun. But honestly, it wasn't near good fun I had during ITE days. We clicked a lot faster. But still, I made quite a number of new friends these two days. Yesterday was spent meeting facilitator and the class. They are quite loud, so no problem there. And the SIT batch are a funny and loud bunch. But all those things said, I've decided to not come for the second day orientation tomorrow. Just. :)

Oh, and it didn't occur to me to snap some pictures. I was just not that excited.

In other news, I decided to not upload pics for the Tuesday date out with the gang, since Zuli have done it. Simply said, I'm super lazy. :) So yes, go on to Zuli's for the pics. :))

Cheers.

cheers.

emotional wrecker.

In two more days, I would be in the new school. I'll be done with the holidays much earlier, technically, thanks to the orientation on Wednesday. As I wait anxiously to embark on the new journey of life, I still have many things need to be said, clarify, and share with you, fellow readers, acquaintances, friends, and family.

I realise that life really is a funny thing. And by that, I mean funny peculiar, not funny haha. If you care to read my previous posts dated March and April 2006, there's revelation of a lot of happenings in my life.

Back then, I was struggling to find a school for myself. To put it bluntly, I was desperate for a school. I got rejected by all polys, one time after another, to the point of my being an emotional wreck. I got a little disheartened. I remember distinctly writing "Like I have a choice." in one entry and got rebutted by the sister with this long tag which to put it shortly means "stopbeinganassholicmasochisticpoorlittleme." But as they say, "Beggars can't be choosers.", I applied for a place in ITE and got accepted just a day before school started. You can pretty much say the life then, was a long neverending soap opera.

Rewinding it a little, while the school matter was still making me feel useless, Yana was already starting her JC, which didn't help my already-low self-esteem much. Besides rotting at home, I was also busy spending time shuttling between hospitals accompanying the aunt for chemo. Around the same time she suddenly did not need the chemotheraphy anymore, I got offered a place in ITE. That, was more than a coincidence to me. The adults kept telling me that it could be because of my helping around. Considering that I was offered the place a day before school started, I'd like to think that maybe. Just maybe, it was more than a coincidence.

And as I said earlier, life really is a funny thing. As I anxiously wait to get into poly, a whole new school, environment and people - a lot lot different from the ITE I once dreaded joining but now love and going to miss, the aunt got admitted back into hospital. I'm feeling a little sad right now. And I bet the kiddos are feeling much worse.

But I hope everything is going to be alright. I'm praying that everything is going to be alright.

pre-preparation.

I decided to went out with mom yesterday to Expo to check out the many sales going on. Now, that would normally never happen, considering that I never go out after 2 since I would be tired lazy, and as a matter of fact, shopping with the mom never excites me. (because the whole routine would always be: she shows something, I don't like it. I show her something, she doesn't approve of it. And we pretty much always end up buying nothing.)

But yesterday was different. I desperately wanted to buy new shoes, clothes and a bag since the school is starting soon, and also I was in the mood for splurging. For those who are not in the know, my preparation for the new school is zilch. I didn't get my laptop configured out of ignorance. I didn't get new clothes, because I actually thought I would survive with only three decent clothes worn for five days, and the weeks after that. I didn't get new shoes because I figured the slippers are still in a good condition. Well, I figured wrong. So that's why I went down, shopping with the mom. :)

To put a long story short, let's just say I ended up buying nothing but two novels, which I bought from the booksale, which really have nothing to do with school stuff. Pfft.

So yes, you can pretty much say I am not prepared with the new school, whatsoever. Unless of course, if you think contemplating to come with my ITE uniform on the first of school - like I did on my first day of ITE, is prepared. Then yes, I'm prepared.

Cheers?

bloody tired.

I'm just bloody tired.




Cheers?

Zodiacs

I've never believe in zodiacs. I never like zodiacs. I think they are just full of crap of lies, and I don't get why people turn to the zodiac page of a magazine or TODAY paper, and check them every month and day religiously. Basically, I think only idiots believe in zodiacs. But Farah Hor just sent me this, and I kind of approve of this.

Go click on it, and check yours. I'm a Taurus, and I'm a fucking asshole. HAHA.

Cheers?

pretty please?

It was really a little dramatic I must say. It was meant to be an easy task, go down to the school, ask for withdrawal letter, and go off. It might seem like a cliche, but really, easier said than done. This sudden new-school-in-one-month matter is... undescribable. I'm a mix of happy, sad, esctatic, poignant. It really seems like an emotional rollercoaster ride.

I went down to the now "alma mater" and asked for a withdrawal form. It so happens that Mrs Heng was there. And we had a little random conversation, just not about all the serious school stuff. She asked some questions, and I almost choked up trying to answer her. She's really encouraging I tell you. Zuli's right. I will miss the friends, our own scheduled breaks, mac'd breakfasts, lepak sessions @ amphitheatre & student hub. Just the thought of it is making me sad like shit. But anyhow, hopefully I'd do great at the new school - the supposedly greener pasture. Pfft.

Alright, I'll stop with all these stuff, it's getting a little too sad-ish for me. On a much brighter note, I'm hopefully going to meet the gang on Tuesday, if there's no last minute cancellation, that is. :)) Oh, and got the ITE result today. I did fairly alright, with all Bs.

And and and I watched Freedom Writers today. And it is probably one of the best movies I've watched so far. (and I'm saying that not because I'm easily pleased.) The movie is really great, inspiational and all, that I'm thinking of watching it again! :))

Oh, and I know that I said I'm making an oath to stop splurging, but I guess that can wait. I think I have a new hobby. Okay, I won't call it a hobby. Obsession, maybe? I seem to been fond of shopping lately. And I don't mean walk around, see things I like, and walk off. So yes, I think I need help. A lot of help. Anyone want to lend me money? Pretty please? :))

Just life.

It's funny. I kind of expected the date with the gang would be cancelled somehow. Which is not funny, if you really think about it. The whole point of that whole date is for me to meet them before school starts. And just have plain good day with them, pizza for lunch and a nice movie. And like most of the last minute plans, that date never happen. And though I'm suppose to gleefully keep back my 100 bucks in the bank, and make an oath to stop splurging, I'm still hoping that I could meet them soonest, before school starts since my instincts tells me that my school time table may be clashing with theirs. But hmph, who knows. Never trusted the instincts.


So anyhow, the date's nearing and I'm looking forward to the orientation. I went down to the school that day, and the orientaion looks well, fun. :) It seems just yesterday that it was the first day of ITE, and everyone doesn't know anyone else. Well, I was lucky I knew Mel since forever. HAHA. Anyhow, like any other orientaion, I'm expecting a lot of awkwardness, and polite smiles. The theme for this orientaion is Prison Break (!!) so it should be fun ehh. So yes, we'll see how it goes. :))





CHEERS.