Alright.This entry is going to be super super long.So much happen,so much to tell.So let's get it started here :) Minus yesterday's mundane-life-and-i-feel-like-shit entry,life's pretty much normal.You see,yesterday I was at OA,and couldn't make sense out of anything,and got a little stress out-sy.I was just feeling drama-mama.And that's pretty much why that entry is there :)

Minus school,I'm pretty much in happy happy mood any other days :) On Sunday, the Pak Long's came over.And I saw the new nephew for the first time.But he wasn't that happy seeing me as I was,seeing him.Tsk.

And then,that day,the kiddos went home with this laser thing and I got a little excited.haha. =p

Oh,and today was rocking! Firstly,it was raining,so it was super best.I've never been more excited to go to school.minus the fact that my socks were soaking wet and my feet was super smelly thanks to that :) The performances were alright.And there was a dance competition and Syira and Dee was competing in it.They rock,hokay.The other groups were far in comparison. :) And I managed to snap just one pic of it.

Oh,then I swear I was feeling SO bored, I took a picture with Mrs Loh.(!!) And I specifically ask her to SMILE. :)

And they too wanted to take a picture.

Since she's so sporting to take a picture - she rocks!

Oh,and Mr Liao was so nice and feeling generous that he decided to treat us lunch.(Okay,so them people kept on pestering him,and somehow blackmail him or something since he gave in and treat us anyway.) The man's so funny,hokay.Lame.But funny.He have this habit of suddenly laugh for no reason.And couldn't stop laughing after that.Haha.Funny.But since he blanja us,yes,he rocks :)

Didn't take a picture because I was busy eating my FishnChips =p

After that,we went to class,and them people decided to sit with us.And finally,after weeks of database,I finally make a little sense out of it,thanks to Jay.I was so excited,I tell you.Next Tuesday's exam will be just more....sense-ful :) Jay rocks.

We went to the toilet for awhile and got a little retarded.LOL.-_-

Kin was sooo sweet,she decided to hang around with me while I waited for the bestfriend.I was already thinking of wandering around j8 like a lost child for an hour.BUT yes, Kin rocks! :)

And I was in a happy happy happehh mood today because I finally meet the bestfriend since awhile.And we had a movie date,as usual. :) Devil wears Prada was a nice show and all.BUT I was more excited about meeting her.(I know,sweet me.hah.) And she went all the way to Bishan just to watch movie with me ,hokay.Farah Hor rocks!! Alright,here's all the pics. :)

AND I'm also in a happy happy mood because Joakim Gomez was finally out. :)

Thanks to all the rocking people who made my day!!

cheers.

I just realised - after all that lamenting on Thursday about how I was so really, very, nervy, nervous about the oral, I didn't even tell you how it went. And all I could post about that day was " And I thought we'd be seeing the last of Joakim tonight". Yes, so important.hah. :)

But anyhow,though this might be a little too late,I'll just tell you anyways. It went alright. Just alright. After so much anticipation,and guessing what the examiners were going to ask me, with all the nerves, ever so evocative of exam times, it's finally over. yay-ing yay-ness.

And of course,I lied through most of the conversation.Who doesn't,I ask you. :)

Speaking of oral and 'O' level and all that stuff,I think I just burn my weekend with pretty much nothing useful done.I didn't touch any textbooks,or even attempted to study.sheesh.Not that I did it on purpose, it's all thanks to the lazy nerve in me.Stupid lazy nerve.Chet.

And the module's exams are nearing.I don't know when,but it's very very near. I need lots of help with the studies.So any willing angelic people who are in desperate need for a study date, to spend a day staring at the textbook (and hopefully do something useful with it) , tell me. I'd be glad to be of "help". :)

And since this entry is redundant,and pretty much is going nowhere,I guess I'd better end it here. :)

cheers?

I've had enough.It's been years now,and I'm still having all that nonsense.I'm trying hard to move on here.But sometimes,you make it so damn hard for me.You're already not with us,and I quite love things just the way it is.Sometimes I just hope you'd stay away from us, forever.

Because it's so difficult for me to look at you and not hate you.

Once I hate you,there'll never be forgiveness.

But you trudge into our lives after disappering for awhile,and then mess it up a little bit.But of course, you are never satisfied,since you keep doing it all over again.Make our lives into one soap opera.

I've had enough.

So please.Buzz off,mister.

I don't need you anymore.I have them.The amazing mother,the protective brother and the very strong sister - to help me to move on,and stop breaking down at the slightest thing.(I'm sorry,you guys,for being weak.I'm trying.)

I mean it when I say buzz off.There's really no more left.You've just taken away that very little respect I had for you.

Nobody mess with my mom or my family.

So shoo.

ps; Sorry if this entry is a bit perplexing for those of you who are not in the know.Just don't ask me anything about this.I just needed to get it out of my system. :)

bowl of a time

So,yesterday after school,Zimah had her bowling competition at Orchid Country Club and we went to support her. :) She's one of the top 5 bowlers in the competition leh.Chet.Don't play play,I tell you. :)

She's good,I tell you.Maybe not a pro (and quite obvious she's not comfortable with all that crossonelegbehindandthenbowl position) BUT she did great.And I found it quite funny when people bowl they are either "senget"-ing their body to the left or to the right - depending on the bowling ball's direction.

Zimah was the perfect model...

First,she bent over to the left.

And then to the right.

Oh,and at one time she got a little nervous,I thought it looked a little dramatic.hah.

Guess where the ball was heading to. No prizes for getting it right ehh. :)

But anyhow,we had a bowling ball of a time.We make great supporters,I tell you.We even helped Zimah finish her drink.Chey. :)

And I realise what bad photographers we make.

Zimah,half of Kin's face,and Mel.

Me,Zimah and Kin's eyes and a little nose :)

Stacy's specs,Me,Zimah and Kin.

Oh,and I didn't snap a picture when it mattered the most - when Zimah really strike a good one.(because I was busy yay-ing,I didn't click the camera.oops?) =p BUT nevermind,this two picture makes up for it.And it pretty much sums up the whole day. :)

That's Kin smiling while sleeping,and Zimah,the grinning bowler and Stacy - the masseuse.(for FREE service, call 1900-STACY-MASSAGE-ME-LEH) =P

Third placing tauu.Not bad ehh.Zimah ROCK!! Congrats,beb. :)

cheers.

I have something else to talk about.But let's not be anti-climax and write it in this entry. :)

Fat hope

And I thought we'd be seeing the last of Joakim tonight.

Pfft.

Fat hope.

cheers?

just the way it is.

I'm still getting the fizzle from Hady Mirza's singing last night with his rendition of Sheila Majid's "Lagenda".The guy's super good,hokay.I was so affected by his singing,I finally voted for the first time this season.So yes,he's worth my 60 cents :)

No,I'm not going to start blabbering about Singapore Idol because there are much much much more important things to talk about.


So I woke up this morning and thought "Wow,I'm having my 'O' level today!" I'm half excited and half nervous about it.Eventhough it's just oral today,it's still part of the whole examination.And normal people would be nervous - that I am thankyouverymuch.

So this entry onwards will be random.I'm just pouring my heart,head and brain,since this is the place to do so.

I remembered last time when I got the 'O' level result,when Mr Hafiz said that maybe I'll slap him.(we made a deal that I can slap him if I make it.) I was already dreaming up a poly life - or so I thought. But of course,after that day,everything was just a blur.

I didn't get to slap Mr Hafiz since he claimed that the deal was if I pass his Biology,and not just an overall pass.
I make rather unwise decision.MANY unwise decisions.
Basically,everything that was suppose to not happen was happening.

And here I am,in ITE,the last place I wanted to go last time.And taking my 'O' level back.

Now,I'm not complaining here.Because I love love love my life now.AND school.AND them people.I keep telling myself,at least I know I've tried my best before I come here. But of course,trying is only going to get you so far.

So,I'll do the best as I can,for this second chance :)

Keep your fingers,arms,legs and toes cross for me ks.I'll appreciate that.

"Life is like playing football.The ball is infront of you.It's a matter of making decisions - when to shoot and where"

cheers.

new

Yep,brand new skin,again.Well,I got sick of those orange texts,and having to squint my eyes :) But no,this is not going to be a permanent skin for long.I'll give it a week or two.

Melly's surfing the net,looking for the perfect idea for her mask to wear on the alumni.ugh.I'm so bloody jealous.Yes,I'm not going afterall.

Why does everything in this bloody world needs money money money.
I love things FREE.


And I shall go get back to bloody database.

sheesh.

birthday girls.

So did I tell you August is THE month to get fat,fatter and fatted.Well,at least for me :) You see, August is THE month that them family have many many birthdays. There's Kak AidahZu,then Cik Jai,then Zuhai,then Iqah then the brother.

Out of these five people,there's big big feast when it's the kiddos and brother's birthday.We are talking feast here.Not mere lunch and dinners.And these doesn't include our every August picnic,which only means FOOD :)

So yes,my point is..this August is not only meant for The Hungry Ghost.wheehee. =p

As I mentioned on the previous post,Zuhai's birthday was ROCKING.Because there were super super loads of food. :) I was busy eating that I managed to snap a picture of only the cake.pfft.

Yesterday was Iqah's birthday.We went to the kiddos house to celebrate AND eat.yippie. I was jumping up,down,center,left and right when the Arnold's chicken came was delivered.(drama!)

And I had four helpings of the chickens,longans that I couldn't stop munching.And those ice-creams.And I just love love love looking at wrapped presents.Just makes me want to have two birthdays in one year. :)

Oh,and of course,the cards...

Yana did all the decorating for Zuhai's card,while I did Iqah's.Well,I would love to give myself credit for the super nice cards,for a last minute touch.But hate to admit it,Yana did a better job.All those orange balloons made me sick of my "artistic skills".hah.

Oh,not to mention the lame wish.At least I didn't write "May you pass your exam with flying colours rainbow and clouds" heh.

=)

And Haidar's card was so cute.He goes "It's windy outside...Happy Birthday....wi!wi!wi!..." And he wanted to write From:Haidar,he wrote it To: Haidar.haha.:)

Needless to say - last minute card also.

AND this post will not end till the fat lady sings birthday girl blows! :)

cheers.

Alumni aside, everything is pretty much alright.The whole week I'm in a happy happy mood!:)

Because,Monday was swift by a little fast.All I remember doing was meeting mom at Bugis,unwillingly,since I was in my uniform and very tired.We searched a last minute present for Zuhai.Now,that was a headache.I don't remember what I always wanted for birthdays,when I was a 12 year old kiddo.What makes a 12 year old jump like a happily mad idiot and still be in the right frame of mind,when she sees a present she likes loves?

Well,I have no bloody idea.

We ended up buying her a bag.And a hp pouch.And a watch.And jeans.I think she slept a happy girl,smiling.

On Tuesday I survived my fasting,and had a good,great,delicious spread of food to break the fast.That's because,it was Zuhai's birthday.And naturally,there're always food when it's somebody's birthday.I had everything there was to be eaten - mee birthday,jelly,chicken chicken chicken and ice-cream raspberry. =p But I was too full and engrossed with all these foods that I forgot about the cake - and I didn't even taste it.hah.

Anyhow,I slept like one happy girl,smiling,too.heh :)

Yesterday was mundane.Just a typical day at school.

Except that Ms Lee played with markers during break because she have nothing better to do and just discovered the wonders of rod-shaped markersand Mel was getting all excited she took my hp just to capture "the moment".hah.(drama!) But yah,she managed to take picture of Ms Lee,without markers,and Jay's left arm.heh. :) AND Mrs Loh was trying to be fun when she let us play a monopoly-like game during Acf. I was so clueless, and them people looked like they were having fun - minus all the yawning. Mr Liao? He was still himself - with that dry humour and funny abrupt laugh. =)

AND I shall not start about some teacher saying "children" as "churen" :)

But the highlight of the day was that on the way to school,my handphone somehow jumped plunged itself into the road.And I had to stop two cars,so I can save the crazy handphone from attempting suicide.(!!) Very drama,I tell you. :)

So,if you saw someone in the middle of the road,in uniform,stopping two cars,and save her handphone in distress..

Yes,that was me.

Oh,and today was super super hot.I craved twister fries,and finally bought them.So,if you saw someone in uniform,twister fries in hand,and couldn't stop munching while walking...

Yes,that was me.

And if you see someone in the bus,nodding her head off,trying not to sleep...

No,that's not me.

That's Yana,and she's on the way home.

SO I'll go eat my durians now,before she come home,hungry and all,and "clean" whatever there is to clean :)

cheers?

I woke up this morning feeling weird and funny.But I couldn't figure out why,really.Then,I reached school,and Kin pointed out that I have a pimple just below my lips and she want to help squeeze it because she have nothing better to do and also a "tembel" at my eye.

I swear I don't know what the hell that thing is.

Now,for those who don't know what "tembel" is - like me,"tembel" in English is erm,I don't know...tembelion?tembelition?tembelary?

But who cares really.

All I know that I feel funny because if there's this thing at my eye,I don't like the sound of it.

Hokay this post is crap.Redundant.And crap.

And I'll end this the attack of the tembel post. :)

cheers?

Alrighty,so I just stole the pics.whee.I shall start update and upload now :) So I met Mel first so we can go together-gether to Marina.Reached there a little late.Or so we thought.Now,I'm not going to go into details,but let's just say it involves me playing with escalator and the lift with Mel,while Jay sit alone like a lost idiot,a wave to Jay,a finger to us,lots of messaging and calling to the other two MIA girls,two hours wait for Kin and getting ourself sandwiched in the bus. HOW EXCITING.heh :) But anywho,we had lots of fun!! :p Thanks to the kecohrable people ehh.we aku ROCK.

see,didn't we look bored,tired and hungry while waiting for Kin? Right - no.

Mel's too busy to smile,she didn't have the time to shove my hand.heh. :)

The aftermath of glutton-ism.Though I think my part of the table will make a much much much better picture. :)

Me and the thing that makes my day night :)

See,Zimah.I'm so nice,I give you a little minute of fame.LOL. :)

And this picture pretty much sums up our whole night.-_-

Happy happy people in happy happy mood!! :)

cheers.

So yesterday was fun rocking!! But I don't have any pictures to upload right now.I'll update as soon as I got hold of it eh :)

Just want to share a thought: some people should try trust me once in awhile,and treat me like a young adult.

cheers?

nationalday/picnic/fireworks/movie

Hokay.I'm finally going to update about all those stuff that I want to update on,and never got the chance to update.Because I don't have the time to update.Well,my point is; I'm ready to update now!

So anyway, I have no mood to type all these long baloney of how much fun I had these few days.There's the national day celebration at school,the fireworks at Padang,the picnic. :) So let's get it started with all the pictures so I can erase them off from my hp :)

First: National day celebration @ school.

That's seven of us and Mel's hair.And by that I mean:
I block her She hide herself behind me.

I just popped out of nowhere.haha.=)

I swear the day at school was so bored and wasted thanks to the contemporary dance,we went bonkers when we were going home. :) hah.

After that,me and Mel were feeling rich (she got her pay,and I was just feeling rich!hee.=p )so we went to the cinema to catch "Click". Super super funny!! =) And I had nachos after quite awhile.SO I couldn't resist snapping a picture.heh. :)

In the evening,went out with them family and the kiddos family to catch the fireworks at Padang. :)

we were happy happy people.-___-

Haidar was super excited. =)

and Iqah was super high =p

AND the fireworks was,as usual, awesome,spectacular,beautiful,pretty,chantekkk!!! =)

Alright,that's enough of fireworks.I have more than these,but let's not waste our time :)

SO what day was it yesterday on 9 August?

yep,their clothes says it all.hee. =p and I swear I saw too much of red yesterday.heh.

As usual,like last year,we went picnic again.It was so last minute that many couldn't turn up.So it was a mini-mini picnic.But we had fun,I guess. =) So this is just going to be random pictures.

Them kiddos made sandcastle,which looked rather unique.I swear I thought it was the toilet bowl. =p BUT you know,I know,they know that I'm smart.And I can differentiate between castles and toilet,because see...they are wise enough to make an entrance.

Alright,after the picnic we went home to watch the parade.AND the fireworks.But I won't be putting another fireworks picture,since I have enough of them.Plus,they all look the same anyways.But I'll show you why we had to run all the way to the end of our block to catch the fireworks.

Yes,stupid condos.ugh.

Alright,I'm finally done with this.And now,I'll go re-read it,and start cursing because it took me two days to finish this (thanks to the stupid image uploader) and just three minutes to read this whole damn entry.

ps; since it took me a little long to update all this,I cancelled all the "yesterdays" so you people won't get confuse :)

cheers?